9.瑟曦
9.瑟曦
四天了，她几乎吃不下一口饭，但装作没事。那个事多可恨的崽子应该当场死掉。
她早就见过小孩死，那是她的第一个孩子，劳勃国王的儿子。身为王后，她理应给国王生子，哪怕国王厌恶她，她更恨国王。
她曾爱过他，至少试着爱上他。父亲送她去君临前，说：“他是七国最勇武最英气的男子，你肯定会爱上。” 她本以为，最浪漫的美梦也不过如此，毕竟不是每个贵族小姐都有机会嫁给王子，而她嫁给了国王。那个女巫的预言不假。但这不是什么美梦，是噩梦。
他总是去逛窑子，还把女支女带回宫里，甚至连腌臜的侍女都请进屋，玷污她的床铺。劳勃国王只爱过一个女人，莱安娜。其他一切女人，王后还是女表子，都没差别。他们第一次上床时，劳勃喝得神智不清，不停吼着“莱安娜”，高潮一过便倒头睡。自打那，她就再也没法爱他一点点。但她必须完成使命。她便用手取来种子，种在自己里面。怀胎是个沉重的负担，分娩则像是被屠一样痛苦。但孩子还是三天就死了。她一点都不惋惜。现在也是。
一声尖嚎刺破了早饭的肃静。“妈！妈！”声音临近，乔佛里跑来，两颊红肿。“妈！妈！他打我！提利昂打我！”
“为什么？”
“他要我假装布兰出事我很难过，要我给史塔克们下跪！”
“滚！你怎又笨又软蛋！两巴掌就扇哭你了，你怎么比女人还娇气！”瑟曦吼道。
“算了吧，他才十二！”詹姆笑道。
“你该管管你腌臜弟弟！别哭了！赶紧滚，你把兰尼斯特的脸面丢光了！”
“谁腌臜？“
真是说来就来。
“国王怎么没来？上床晚了？”
“国王正在和史塔克家一同挂念着那孩子。”瑟曦回道。
提利昂对一个仆人令道：“来拿点面包，培根煎到微焦。再来点黑啤酒好送下去。嗯，老姐，你今天气色不太好啊，昨天没睡好吧，我猜你也挺挂念那孩子吧。”提利昂一笑，对她眨了下眼。
“布兰没事吧！”一个小孩颤声道。
“可能吧。 大学士说一直那个样子，他觉得是好兆头，要是他活不下去应该第一天，第一会儿就死了。但他一直撑到了现在。要是诸神慈悲，他不多时就能醒。即便，他也瘸了，应该没法走路了。我觉得这孩子能撑过去。”
“真的？那我给他祷告！”托曼的早饭往桌上一扔就双手合拢，闭上眼，嘴里小声念叨。弥赛菈也低下头，泪珠从眼中滑下。
软弱！软弱！比乔佛里还软弱！瑟曦更是生气，但在史塔克家的大厅里，还是别发作为好。
“如果诸神慈悲，就让他死个痛快，别受苦了。”詹姆评道，“就算他活过来了，他也肯定瘸了，或者直接腿没了，成个怪胎！这样子活着还有什么意思？我要是他父亲，我会亲自了结了他。“
”呵，身为侏儒，我有话说。当个怪胎活着也比死了强太多了，生命可是充满了可能的。“
”现在惟一的可能就是又得在这破地方呆。孩子半死不活，史塔克家可不会走。“
”国王下令的话还会走的，毕竟首都又不是临冬城。“詹姆说。
”那你们两个得准备准备了，劳勃不是多有耐性，神才知道他啥时候会睁眼。“
”我们俩？你打算给布兰哀悼么？“瑟曦不屑。
”不， 我要去跟着班扬去看看绝境长城”
”你还想穿黑衣当守夜人么？要这样你姐姐可就成家里惟一继承人了，可没想到你对你姐姐这么好。“
”禁欲？那从多恩到颈泽的女支女都得又饥又渴到死。不不，我就是到世界尽头撒泡尿。“
”孩子们都在听呐！你怎么敢在孩子们前面说这种下流话！”瑟曦抓住托曼和弥赛菈，就打算出门。
”那你从今天别让孩子们做这种下流事呗。要是布兰醒了，他绝对会庆幸自己还能撒尿。“
瑟曦这时更厌恶提利昂了，快步走到门口。
“其实我更关心布兰要是醒了会说啥。”
瑟曦呆住。她慢慢转身。提利昂一脸狞笑，眯着眼睛看着她，詹姆的则瞪大了。这个小恶魔总是装什么都知道。他真什么都知道吗？
”有时候我怀疑你到底站哪边，到底是哪家的人。“一时间，她只想起这些话。
”你可真是伤我心呐好姐姐，你知道我有多爱咱家。”
是，很爱很爱，是不是？我当初就该鲨了你，给母亲报仇。
For four days, she could not eat even a bite. yet she pretended she was all right. that nosy and naughty child should have died at the moment.
it was not her fist time seeing a child die. her first child died long ago. he was king Roberts son. as a queen, she ought to bear a son for the king, though the king hated her and thus, she hated him back.
she loved him once, at least she tried.he was the most brave and handsome man in the seven kingdom, and you certainly will appreciate that. father said before sending her to kings landing. she thought it was even better than her wildest dream, for not every lady can marry a prince.the witch was right, she will marry a king. but it was not her fairy dream that came true. a nightmare.
he often went to brothels, and more, brought whores to court, and even picked up ugly serving girls in the court to her bedchamber and sullied her bed. king Robert loved only one woman, lyanna. so every other woman, queen or whore, was not different. the first time they beded, Robert was drunken and senseless, he roared lyanna until finally climaxed and fall asleep. since then she couldnt not love the king even a little bit. but she must fulfill her duty.so she took his seeds by hands and planted into her. bearing that child like a burden she has never borne, and giving birth was like being slaughtered, yet the child died three days after. she felt not the slightest sorrow. it was also true now.
a shrill broke the uneasy quietness of the breakfast.mother! mother ! the voice neared, jofrey was running towards them with each cheek flaming and swelling. mo...mother! he hit me ! tiryon hit me in the face!
why ? for what ?
he force me to pretend that Im sorry for bran and kneel before the starks !
get away ! why are you so silly and weak ! crying just for two slaps ? you are weaker than a woman! cersei bellowed.
come on, he was only a twelve-year-old ! Jamie smiled .
you should punish your filthy brother for that ! now stop whimpering and get away !you are ruining our lannister honor !
who is filthy ?
the one they just talked about came .
why isnt the king there? is he late for bed ?
our king was in deep sorrow with starks.cersie replied .
tyrion ordered a servant : bring me some good bread and bacon cooked slightly burned . and some dark beer to wash them down . well my sweet sister ,you look bad. didnt have a good sleep last night ? I wonder you must be so concerned about the child ! tyrion smiled, eyes blinking at her .
will bran be fine ? a boys voice quivered .
pherhaps, tomman. maester said that he was still the same. he think it is a good sign . if the boy was going to die , he would have died the first day or the first moment . but he made it till now , if gods are good he might wake up at some moment . even though, the maester said he would be crippled. but any way I think he would make it anyway .
is he? Ill pray for him ! tommen dropped his toast and closed his hands, eyes shut, murmuring. his sister mesella saw, and followed, and tears slided from her eyelids .
weakness ! even weaker than jofrey ! cersie was more infuriated, but since she was in the starks hall, it was not time to educate the two .
if gods are good, they should give him a clean death than to suffer . Jamie commented , even if he lives, he was certainly crippled, or even lose all his legs like a grotesque !whats the point of living like that ? if I were his father , I would slid his throat myself .
well, as a grotesque, I have some words to say. even living as a cripple is much better than death . life is full of possibilities!
the only possibility of these days is we have to stay in this damnable place. the stark will not leave the castle as his son was still dying .
he will if the king orders. his seat was not in winterfell !
then you two should be prepared. Robert was not that patient, only gods know when he will open his eyes.
we two ? are you going to stay and mourn for bran ? cersie scorned .
no, Im going to visit the wall with benjen stark .
well, are you thinking to join the night watch ,brother ? our father will have no heir except cercie .I dont know you love our sister this much
celibate ? no !the whores from dorn to the neck will starve to death ! I just want to see the wall and piss at the edge of the world ! tyrion laughed .
the children are listening ! how dare you say such filthy thing in front of them ! cersie grabbed tommen and mesella , leaving .
you can ask your children not to do dirty job from now on. when I came back bran might have been get over that and be delighted he can still piss .
cersie hated this brother even more, and quickly stepped to the door .
but I cared more about what would bran say if he wakes .
cersie froze. she turned slowly. tyrion was grinning at her, eyes narrowed while Jamies eyes rounded. that imp always pretend he knew. did he ?
sometimes I doubt which side you are on , and which house you are from . thats the only words she can find now .
you wounded me , my dear sister. you know how much I love our family !
yes , very much , arent you ? I should have killed you to revenge my mother .
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